RESISTANCE

Had another massive work day today but it was full of personal resistance. I just didn’t really want to be doing what I was doing. It was a dull, grey morning and all I wanted was to sit under a duvet, on the couch and watch Prison Break!  I felt run down and tired. I tried everything to keep up my energy and get myself onto a higher vibration – caffeine, meditation, chocolate, music, a walk, even cart-wheels. Seriously! The work I was doing was challenging me on every level. I was very aware of it and I knew I had to push on through because I knew that somehow, growth of some description would result. That is usually the case when I feel major resistance. The universe was very supportive though and sent me all sorts of messages to keep my confidence and motivation high – including an offer to be interviewed on radio next week!

I powered through the day and achieved all I set out to do. Tick! But, I am not entirely sure what ‘growth’ took place. Got a hunch and reckon it will all become clear in its own good time but you know what, right now I am tired and not in the mood to think too much more on it. Conscious awareness has its place but sometimes all I want to do is be a slob, watch TV and zone out. So, I am going to do exactly what I have been dreaming of doing all day – my evening will be spent in blissful ignorance, on the couch watching my latest box-set. Perfect!

Sorry – no picture today. Am lacking the inspiration to find one….and reeeeeaaaalllly want to get on that couch….!!

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